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Mally Smith & The Fertile Void (2013)

by Mally Smith

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1.
all that stuff, all those things pack your bags time is moving forward on and on it goes soon we'll go along with our clothes and the books you know, take them off the shelves keep them for yourself, I've already read them find the spoons that meant so much to you mine would never do, I'll keep on moving that first time we moved in and stayed the night you filled the walls with our life, I carved out the sky then the boats and the flocks, and all those ticking clocks like time bombs on our watch, pushing us off from the life we knew and all I thought we'd do erased, fallen through the holes in the boxes space and time hold hands as they pass us by my hands are tied and yours keep on moving all that stuff, all those things... time is moving
2.
if you were a boat you'd rock and you'd float and I'd love you so as I do now, I do now and I'd want to be the sails, you see so you could be free to travel around, travel around i wont be the anchor you will feel my love if you were a stove you'd flicker and glow and I'd love you so as I do now, I do now and I'd want to be the kindling, you see the flames would leap, the smoke would curl 'round, curl all around i wont be the damper you will feel my love if you were a home I'd be the window open me, and breathe so when you're a boat and you have to go I'll still love you so as I do now, I do now I wont be the anchor you will feel my love
3.
Train 03:33
the mold I made to fit his frame was broken shattered by the cry of the train bound for the south that took him from my life from high above he held my strings he tugged at my heart pulled me close and let me go I fell into the dark glue wont hold, tape just folds I can't make him stay glue wont hold, tape just folds he has gone away the heavy pound of steal on the tracks beats back against my lungs as the train leaves it picks up speed this love is done glue wont hold, tape just folds I can't make him stay glue wont hold, tape just folds he has gone away the mold I made to fit his frame was broken
4.
Running 03:44
from here to there I came running for you, running for you my heart cried out still it came running for you, running for you when the bombs exploded loud I could only hear your voice in that crowd so I went from here to there, running from then 'til now I've been loving you, loving you but oh somehow we couldn't make it through, couldn't make it through a bomb exploded loud and my voice got lost in that crowd still I went from here to there, running going barefoot now into the thickest clouds all I know is now run so fast so proud from here to there I came running for you, running for you
5.
my eight legs grow tired of pulling this thread I am strong, but terrified that I was wrong you warned me of wind said a storm would do me in I just kept on pulling and pulling and pulling on my silk you sat there as I kept spinning for all those years took my hand, we danced between the dew drops on every strand though you warned me of wind said a storm would do us in there we were just pulling and pulling and pulling on my silk a storm came with its driving rain the web fell, it fell my eight legs grow tired of pulling this thread still I pull, and though you've gone its all I know there may still be wind and a storm might do me in I have to keep on pulling and pulling and pulling on my silk
6.
Lazy One 02:16
lazy one, lazy one oh baby I'm the lazy one money, I hate the thing green and sleazy, does it make life easy oh what do is it bring? lazy one, lazy one oh baby I'm the lazy one I just wanna sing my song make my heart go rum tum tum lazy one, lazy one oh baby I'm the lazy one does that make me crazy? green's got ya so hazy oh well pretty baby let me show you what lazy means sing it, I'm gonna sing it... make my heart go rum tum tum... lazy one, lazy one singing to the grave, I'm the lazy one
7.
empty hands wont make a mark covered eye still find a heart I have climbed over these walls only to find you were never here at all a little bullet got a hold of my heart the shot runs wild no man's land can be so loud how did the end sneak by the crowd? I feel so young, startled but old you're not here, there's nowhere to go am I even standing anymore? a hollow gift, the lead I left beside the walls you built so tall you'll find the pieces if ever you come back of that little bullet that got a hold of my heart still there a little bullet got a hold of my heart the shot runs wild
8.
Mulberry 03:23
lavender, jasmine, rosemary peach and pear, apricot, then there's me tarragon, strawberry, thyme in my tree is where I hide everyone just walks past me I am not what they want or what they see oh but I am more than this bitter taste I could be the sweetest escape I know there is someone somewhere out there, for me they will find me they will pick me and I'll be free so in my tree I will wait patiently for the day when they will come and reach for me cause I know there is someone somewhere out there for me they will find me they will pick me and I'll be free lavender, jasmine, rosemary peach and pear, apricot, then there's me
9.
Joni 02:45
Joni you better take this out of my hands the match and the candle now Joni I'm not like you, but I wish I could be 'cause maybe then his heart would bow maybe he'd be sure if I could fly on and die on, and never look back then the things that might have been wouldn't haunt me, they taunt me and smother me down oh Joni, did you ever win leaving him? oh but Joni I love him and he can't give in I know you'd tell me to run but this fire must burn Joni you can't take this out of my hands the match and the candle now Joni I'm not like you and I never will be I'll put my heart on the line for this vow Joni, I'm sure
10.
Eggshells 04:38
broken, broken eggshells I walk on I walk on screaming, screaming kettle cries on it cries on you're gone, gone oh no, I don't know what you've done with our love, with our love you just gave up, you gave up heat in LA is too much for me now but I can't go or stay here I just wait for you broken, broken eggshells I walk on
11.
Alaska 05:12
oh Alaska, oh Alaska with your sad August song summer's ending, my sweet Alaska winter will be long you played your part, Alaska when you held my heart oh the eagle, oh the eagle breath in your wings follow the Kenai, my brave eagle see what it brings counting stars, Alaska thought they were ours the deepest ocean, the deepest ocean I have ever known dark waters of your ocean drench my soul but you held me close, Alaska when the waves did roll but oh Alaska, oh Alaska with your sad August song summer's over, my sweet Alaska now that you're gone did you know, Alaska a year ago that you'd go?

about

life is worth fighting for
love is worth something more

to have someone to hold and cry
to be someone to ask her why
why she holds so close to her heart
the fertile void, her endless dark

to have a shoulder to kiss upon
to be an ear when day is done
to hear him when he speaks his truth
the fertile void, his endless youth

he'll fight until the very end
for her life, for his best friend
together they will soar and fly
the fertile void, their endless sky

credits

released December 9, 2013

All songs © Mally Smith 2013


THANK YOU...


to all the amazing musicians who lent their artistic voices to the fertile void - you breathe so much life into these tracks, thank you so much...

Tom Bianchi: bass, harmonies and tambourine
Laurence Scudder: viola
Meryl Ayres, Patrick McCann, Danielle Miraglia & Erik White: harmonies
The Burren Stompers: stomps 'n' claps :)


to Jamie Meditz and Leon Godwin (www.lionnerd.com) for the incredible photographs and artwork - thank you for creating something so much more than I could have ever hoped for!


to Mom & Dad - thank you for all of your love and support!

Tom Bianchi (www.24hourtom.com) - engineer, producer and friend - I couldn't have done this without you...


and finally to everyone who has shared art, breath and love with me over the past five years - you are a huge part of these songs, and a huge part of my heart... thank you for all you have given me.


Love,
M



~"The fertile void" was first introduced to me during my yoga teacher training at The Kripalu Center for Yoga and Health (www.kripalu.org) a year and a half ago. My teacher, Devarshi Steven Hartman, passed on the concept which he had learned from Brahmanada, Dr. Don Stapleton, founder of Nosara Yoga Institute in Costa Rica.

The fertile void is described as a period of time in the ongoing cycle of transformation - after a challenge, then resistance to the challenge, and impending chaos - when one faces the substance of the transformation. It is in the fertile void where the real questions arise, where the potential for growth and life is at its highest. Often, we humans try to rush this process; we want answers and we want them now. But if we are able to trust the process and allow it to unfold naturally, then we can integrate our experiences and find a new foundation to stand on.

This album is my attempt ask questions to which there may be no answers, allow my journey to unfold beneath my feet and to dive into the fertile void with an open heart.

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Mally Smith Somerville, Massachusetts

Mally Smith is a singer-songwriter who divides her time between Boston and Edinburgh. Reminiscent of Shawn Colvin or a young Joni Mitchell, Mally combines tasteful guitar playing and poetic lyrics with a voice that will melt your heart.

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